Thursday, February 24, 2011

This is how it ends

After all we've been through
I guess this is how it ends
All those confessions and promises
we're all just pretend

At first, I didn't want to believe
that what you felt for me was true
But after the sweet talks
I finally thought it through

I believed in you
Yet, I didn't want us to get serious
But the way you held me close
made me so delirious

All the times you walked me home
and confessions of our pasts
With honesty abound
I thought our relationship would last

A time passed by
my heart began to grow
And before I knew
my true feelings started to show

Right then I knew I loved you
and I know you love me too
I'm the only you love
and the one I love is you

You told me that I'm your fourth
and I told you you're my eleventh
But we didn't care at all
because our love was heaven-sent

All those messages you sent me
made me love you even more
Until one day, you sent me something
made my heart sink to the floor

You asked if I was comfortable with you
and I said yes
But when I asked you the same question
you replies, "hmmm... I guess"

When your exams are nearing
we had to split for a while
So I give you your space
and waited with a smile

When we got back together
you said you missed me so
And then you told me to wait
ten years for you

I didn't understand you
I thought it was a joke
But when I learned you were serious
I started to choke

Why shouldn't I wait that long
it doesn't quite seem fair
For me to wait a decade
not knowing why, when or where

Why should I be the one to suffer
while you hook up with chicks
It hurts so much to know
that this was all just a trick

I thought you love me
but how come there's another
That makes your heart grow fonder
when you imagine yourself with her

You tell me lies, and even more lies
to cover the lies you tell
I'm sick of all those lies
so please don't give me hell

Then you start ignoring me
it pains my heart so much
For you treat me like
I'm just a spec of dust

You don't walk me home anymore
you have lost fidelity
I don't feel like I can trust you
with the way you're acting lately

You often give me hints
that you don't love me anymore
So if that's how you feel
let's settle the score

Tell me straight, if you want to split
my heart has suffered quite enough
Just tell me the damn truth
and I'll calmly back off

It breaks my heart
to see you change so much
But it hurts even more
to know we're out of touch

You have deceived me
You have betrayed my trust
You told me many lies
my heart can't take this much

After all we've been through
I guess this is how it ends
Although we may not be lovers
I hope we can still be friends